Han pasado tres semanas ya. I knew this was going to happen but before i even realise its 3am and after a sudden attack of memories i find myself reading through my old diaries, living those days once again and wishing i could live them again. wishing i could kiss you once more or even just hear you say my name because right now everything is collapsing and soon i collapse too, hearing you repeating those three words on my mind, knowing you'll never say them to me again and by that just slowly hurting myself. punishing myself for letting you go because god i swear nights like this make me wonder if i'll ever be over you, if i'll ever find anyone else who will make my heart beat so fast or who will make me stay up at 2am not because of crying but because of actually having things better than in dreams but i swear baby right now it really feels impossible to feel okay ever again.
May 2014
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